It has been the 3rd week and i'm still not feeling alright with my course , ACCA . Each book contains around 500pages , not the main point , i just don't feel it's my life . I've think before to give up ACCA and go for what i like , Music . I've born to love music because i love all kinds of instruments and i would like to share music with everyone around me. However , i feel like music has been forgotten by people and it has be transform into something else. According to my lecturer , music is to connect people. I've been expressing feelings through music for many years and now i realise i have a hard time to express or tell others about my feelings , it is like so hard ,too difficult to make people understand :(
What i like and what i don't like , i hardly understand myself too . Sometimes i will feel lost and sad. I asked myself everyday 'Am i doing the right thing ' , sometimes i think that i am mature yet sometimes i feel that i am stupid . So my decision is to continue ACCA and try my best , realised that i've walk alone throughout this journey . I still haven't make much friends in my course yet , it is funny but sadly true , that define my loneliness while staring at the empty wall listening to words i don't understand in the class . I feel like i'm left out by the whole journey as everyone is walking too fast ahead me.
I'm glad to meet my workmates and learn from each other :) At first i met Moon and Wing , they said i am 'yim cai' for doing HTC -_- i'm just try to learn more about other phones hehe. My workmate is Nick Siak and another guy name Tang . Then our next booth is Janice and Cindy , getting close to Janice and Wing since we always had our break together. Samsung, We were wearing HTC , Blackberry uniform . A good combination right :P Then I met Borhan , Jason and Weanshin . Both of them very quiet at first and start to say something random -_- On the two last day , We met WilsonS , both had the same name. Not to forget ZAC , always bully us and tickle us hahaa.. Thanks Jun Han for fetching me home continuously for two days
Last day of Ikano roadshow
After one week , we already show our true colour to each other and start playing like mad hahaa
My two lovely girls ^^v
hahaa In Sushi King Restaurant
Cindy Moon me and Wing Wing
Hahaa epic expressions
Nic came over to visit us on the last day of roadshow
I love ikea's foods! Janice and i finished all these hahaa
Apology from Nic -_-
I feel so lonely and quiet without them around me , i'm sure we will be able to meet again, loves









2 comments:
good luck =)
always watching, good luck too :D
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