Saturday, May 12, 2012

Heart

My blog is getting personal already since i started to blog according to my feeling , since then i'll not post whether i've update my blog or not , i think my loyal readers will come back to me~
It has been the 3rd week and i'm still not feeling alright with my course , ACCA . Each book contains around 500pages , not the main point , i just don't feel it's my life . I've think before to give up ACCA and go for what i like , Music . I've born to love music because i love all kinds of instruments and i would like to share music with everyone around me. However , i feel like music has been forgotten by people and it has be transform into something else. According to my lecturer , music is to connect people. I've been expressing feelings through music for many years and now i realise i have a hard time to express or tell others about my feelings , it is like so hard ,too difficult to make people understand :(
What i like and what i don't like , i hardly understand myself too . Sometimes i will feel lost and sad. I asked myself everyday 'Am i doing the right thing ' , sometimes i think that i am mature yet sometimes i feel that i am stupid . So my decision is to continue ACCA and try my best , realised that i've walk alone throughout this journey . I still haven't make much friends in my course yet , it is funny but sadly true , that define my loneliness while staring at the empty wall listening to words i don't understand in the class . I feel like i'm left out by the whole journey as everyone is walking too fast ahead me.

I'm glad to meet my workmates and learn from each other :) At first i met Moon and Wing , they said i am 'yim cai' for doing HTC -_- i'm just try to learn more about other phones hehe. My workmate is Nick Siak and another guy name Tang . Then our next booth is Janice and Cindy , getting close to Janice and Wing since we always had our break together. Samsung, We were wearing HTC , Blackberry uniform . A good combination right :P Then I met Borhan , Jason and Weanshin . Both of them very quiet at first and start to say something random -_-  On the two last day , We met WilsonS , both had the same name. Not to forget ZAC , always bully us and tickle us hahaa.. Thanks Jun Han for fetching me home continuously for two days

Last day of Ikano roadshow

                                                            Janice me Zac and Cindy


After one week , we already show our true colour to each other and start playing like mad hahaa

 My two lovely girls ^^v


hahaa In Sushi King Restaurant

Cindy Moon me and Wing Wing

Hahaa epic expressions

Nic came over to visit us on the last day of roadshow

I love ikea's foods! Janice and i finished all these hahaa

Apology from Nic -_-

I feel so lonely and quiet without them around me , i'm sure we will be able to meet again, loves 

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

good luck =)

Anonymous said...

always watching, good luck too :D